remake of the previous vid i made.. i think im quite proud of this ;) thank you!

omg.. she is beyond amazing... 
i just had to put it up so i can remember her everytime LOL

i don't know if its just the weather.. but today i feel really sad.............
it's been awhile.......... i want to feel how is it to love again and be loved back.. :c

this is something really new to me...
so, please bear with some flaws :) 
i had a few days off and got really bored
hence, i tried doing new things like this.
oh and i was a bit happy with the outcome ;)

may i share to you the first anime i have ever seen..
at first i didn't have any gist at all that it has a bit of yuri in it.
what made me like the anime really was the setting & story itself..
i came from an all girls school back in HS... that i could relate somehow.
the soeur system was basically new to me and that made me drawn to 
watch further.. after which i got addicted.. read the manga's or light novels..
then now the live action ;) 
what i like most about marimite in general is the gentleness and the innocence portrayal of the characters..
well versed but almost realistic story line.. and.. what else.. 
its just so subtle.. very lady like yet child like relationship that revolves around the characters.

here are the fanvids i made ;) enjoy! (MORE INF0)

yeah just wanted to share it ;) im overjoyed altho no english sub out yet.. 
SOURCE <-----------thank you heaps!

since i started liking japanese stuffs few years ago.. 
AOYAMA THELMA will always be inlcluded.. 
apart from her song: Sobaniirune.. and among others..
this new single WITHOUT YOU ft. 4minute.. is one hell of a song!
the lyrics and melody .. of course their english is awesome 
aoyama btw studied i think in the US..

here it is... i'm just blown away with the music



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i feel really down the weather today... flu and all.. 

work is stressful and i need to rejuvinate :(

<There are so many things need to be done with my lj.. the themes.. userpics.. etc.. i'll do them later when i have the urge or im motivated? lol>

i have previously deleted my account since there are people close to me in person including family and relatives questioned me of the content.

as i maintain this life in closet possible.. i have no choice but to delete it in an instant without even thinking.. i know part of me have really died.. but when part of my family is affected i just can't seem to deal with it any further..

hence, i made this account... i hope this will last for the longest time until i probably will die or retire from this life. i have to be careful this time.. -paranoia- lol

but it doesn't mean however, i will be anonymous forever.. perhaps when the right time and right person comes.. i shall divulge my identity (really, nothing serious about me! nor peculiar nor even special, so don't be deceived! LMAO)... one step.. days at a time :)

thank you for understanding..

with love,
j (odette8855)